So here's the deal. This post will be containing a lot of ranting. Maybe not a lot, but it will be a rant. You might think it's shallow, but I don't care.
I AM SICK of it!
The way she interrupt me when I tell her something, important or not. It always happens, I try to tell her something that happened to my day and she cuts me off by talking to another person. I try to tell her something, whether it be something I find amusing or something I have a problem with, she turns her head to ask another person about something out of the topic. And, then when they are done with their conversation, she completely forgets about the fact that I was talking to her. I didn't mind it so much before. I would just brush it off and retell the freaking story. But, it gets old, and it's been like this for years. Sometimes, when I try to repeat whatever it is I'm trying to say, she interrupts me again to have another off-topic conversation with the other person. It's gotten really old that I don't even bother much with repeating the story. I just let them have their conversation, because apparently, what I have to say isn't significant. So what if she doesn't know. She's not listening anyway. She even forgets the ones I manage to tell her without interruptions. And, I don't mean "forget" in a few days. I meant at the same night or day I had the conversation with her.
Sometimes, she wants a heart to heart, when she's really frustrated by me, but I don't see the point anymore. I tell her my side and she doesn't understand me. I understand that I'm not the best, not even good, but this thing has dragged on for so long, I don't know how to approach her anymore.
This post may be edited or deleted depending on my mood.
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